In a locked ward, an old nurse with grainy voice, feeds her warm oatmeal cookies, weans her from IV liquid dreams.
In her hazy malaise, she thinks her breath is fetid, the inside of a dead woman. She tells the psychiatrist with Chevron
mustache and stripe taupe tie that five Chinese stock brokers will commit suicide by choking on junk bonds.
She's misdiagnosed and returned to her apartment on 10th street with a generic brand of Yellow Forgetfulness,
300 mg. B.I.D. At the new club in Noho, a man in leather need speaks in over-inflated balloons. Later, he pins her
against the mattress. She pops and becomes another liquid dream. After he leaves, taking his hollow needles with him,
she discovers her bloodstones and white sapphires are gone. Her spine is missing too. The cell phone sings an old
Depeche Mode. A man in garbled voice keeps saying something about the safest investment is in herself.
She shuts him off. On the long and crowded city blocks, she thinks about the man last night, about shrinking him
to a plug in her throat, about swallowing hard. About glittering inside.