Felicia MitchellHOUSEHOLD MAGICFirst, you find a jar of figsthat's stood too long preserved to eat without some fear of poisoning. Then you pry it open with a silver knife you borrow from you mother's chest of tarnished treasures. Lift the jar up to your nose and breathe the fumes that sugar makes, with lemon. Think, "This smells too good to throw away . . . ." But do it anyway, to squash suspicion. Just not in the trash or compost pile, not with sugar. You need a hole in the front yard where every summer someone twists an ankle or trips and falls, where every summer you have stood and said, "We need to fill this in." Then toss it, after dark, when no one's looking in your yard, and lights are out, and winter's cold, and you are sleeveless. You have to make an incantation, something like "Here's to fig preserves." By spring, nothing will have happened, except you will respect your mother more for growing figs; and you will start letting go of jars you've kept for years, preserving figs and grapes you won't eat, not in this lifetime anyway, as if your house is a pyramid instead of just a country home. Out front, you plant a brown Turkey fig to seal the hole and it reaches for the sun. Copyright 2000, Felicia Mitchell
Felicia Mitchell teaches creative writing at Emory & Henry College.
Her poems have appeared in various journals and anthologies.
Her chapbook Earthenware Fertility Figure was a 1999 first-place
winner of
Switched-on Gutenberg/Vol. 4, No. 2
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