Dinner, Writing, with Frida
Kahlo
The birches sway in skirts of nascent green
as I drive home with paper sacks of food,
peppers and the pale orb of an onion,
translucent as moonlight inside its skin.
In the backseat, children wriggle and squirm--
and I’m beginning to think of this poem.
I unpack the groceries, worry this poem
like a knot, tightened by hand. Peppers,
green
and waxen, spill seeds that scatter and squirm
across the counter. It takes heart
for food
to become a vocation. The crisp skin
peels thin as love notes, slips from my onion
like a poem, and suddenly the onion
is burning. Singed surfaces trace a
poem
across the pan, words hidden in the skin
of chorizo, still frozen, and the green
peppers waiting on the board. This
good food
may take all night to cook. Images
squirm
in a verse about Frida Kahlo, squirm
into heated tortillas. Onion
and peppers sizzle, stick. Disaster’s
food
for thought, and my musings stir up this
poem
in respect, words and paint, simmering green
and ochre, the pulsing red outside skin
is a squeezing heart that fills my own skin
with the walnut-tang smell of paint, the
squirm
of uneasy metaphors. Words are green,
too young to describe her art. The
onion
caramelizes, transforms, while Kahlo’s poem
gains a line, a stanza, the shape of food
plated and warm. Now I offer this food
to my family, serve up the shrinking skin
of onions, oils and arteries: my poem,
a small meal, a struggling dessert.
I’ll squirm
through the night, awake with memories of
onion,
indigestion, pulled by the piercing green
desire to paint this poem a verdant green,
to squirm with heart, and the skin’s pleasure
food.
Eat. The moon rises full as an onion.
Copyright 1998, Joannie Kervran
Joannie Kervran’s chapbook,
A Steady Longing for Flight, won the Floating Bridge Press Chapbook
Award. Her work has also appeared in Rain City Review,
Point No Point, and Pontoon.
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