Sean Bentley
Outside
Is as Usual
rain punctuates the dangling
air and displays
its one wet ware
down fence and gutterpipe
symbols are showing
from the sodden earth peppered
with artifacts of men and elements
the symbols are green
within
I sip hot coffee with whiskey
the world is fluid and not
fluid and the mind
is thought and not thought
across the tablecloth
so small it is only a motion
a worm crawls
the next time I look
it has vanished into
the threaded confusions of cloth
or back into imagination
are we searching for something
or not
bound and bounded by
an inarguable bubble
of awareness
I return to myself
become a worm and at once
the cloth the rain and earth
the fluid world and its extrapolations
it cannot be helped
so a certain victory
must be seen in the documentary
let the words stand
the rain
a small worm gone now on his own
perhaps futile
way
Copyright 1996, Sean Bentley
Sean Bentley's chapbook, Grace and Desolation, has recently been issued
by Cune Press. His two previous books are Into the Bright Oasis
(Jawbone, aka Brooding Heron, 1976) and Instances (Confluence Press,
1979). His work has also appeared in three anthologies--Iron
Country (Copper Canyon, 1978), Island of Rivers (National Park
Service, 1988), Intro 6 (Doubleday, 1974)--and close to 80 other
publications. For twelve years, Sean hascoedited Fine Madness. He
conducts a secret life as a senior editor for documentation at Microsoft Corporation.